Within the past 2 years I've lived in 3 states. I've relocated so many times it hardly phases me to do so anymore. I know that anywhere I go I can be myself, and once that self becomes obsolete to everyone I can move on to some new town, some new people, new everything. I'm thinking about moving again soon.. but where?
I don't fit in with 'normal' people, and I stress that. I've gone over a slice of my akwardness in this blog, but I've also mentioned how it barely scratches the surface of my shattered psyche. Every day I realize there's something else about me that's not going to be understood. There's always something else that makes people quirk a brow and ask questions.
I'm screwed up in the head people! And I don't have the insurance to figure out what the hell it is! Deal with it! :O
Why is it that hard to accept? Why is it so hard to believe that a guy was stuck on a mountain for 13 years and is unskilled at being social?
But that's the joy of relocating. For a while they just scratch thier heads and act as if I'm fine, for not wanting to be rude about it at least. After a while however even the people in California looked at me like I was a freak.
Now there's many things that could be done about this, but why bother? A hundred dollars and I can go anywhere in this great country. It's a pain in the ass to sit on a bus for 3-4 days, but it can be done.
The downside to all of this is the fluctuating climates, time zones, and the people. Always more people to meet. Always more ass kissing to do, more friends to make, more jobs to get.
What are you interests? I'd follow what intrigues me. You like outdoorsy crap? Skiing, mountain climbing, rock climbing biking, I'd say Utah. You can travel between the mountains for snow and some of the most amaxing canyons, rock climbing and desert locations in very little time, satisfying any outdoor craving you have anytime of the year. If your a sports fan, move to your favorite team's city.