Back by (sort of) popular demand!

Oigh, the days have been hectic. Turmoil and stress, but isn't that what the holidays are all about? Bending yourself over backwards and spending every bit of money you've earned up over the year just to make someone else give you a fake smile so they can re-package or re-sell what you give them? What?! It's NOT?!

Christmas has become something simply horrible in so many peoples eyes. A day that is supposed to be the holiday of family love and giving has turned into some kind of sick greed fest where everyone holds out thier hands and expects more more more. I'm so tired of everyone comming up to me and asking what I'm getting them for Christmas. I am not someone with alot of money, but everyone expects something.

Why can't people just stop rolling around in thier money and help out someone else, and make a serious difference that would make someone seriously realize the spirit of Chrismas? I'm honestly thinking about going down to a homeless soup kitchen and serving food to the homeless during the holiday. I'd rather see a smile on someones face and know they truely are happy for what I give them, than sift and search shelves for 3 hours for one person, and then they give me some fake smile all the while think "They could of spent more money and gotten me (fill in blank)."

On other topics, I'm going simply crazy. I've been stuck on the same two CD's for the past two months. Korn - Issues, and Marylin Manson - Lest we forget, The Best Of. I honestly don't even listen to the music anymore, it's more of white noise to me at this point so I don't sit blankly in silence as I type to unknown people in a chatroom I'm hardly known in. I feel like some troll under a bridge who's supposed to ask for toll money, but instead has gotten so used to the sound of people overhead that I don't bother to get up. That, and I'd be green... and quite ugly. Maybe I don't feel like a troll afterall... I'm definately not green.

I'm going to try to blog more, that's my gift to you guys. I'll spend the rest of the night trying to figure out one of my usual "Make ya laugh and think at the same time" posts. Merry Christmas Meg. :)